So things are better (kinda sorta)

I have a job! Yay!
I have been making money! yay!
But it goes quicker than it takes to come.

I have income taxes coming back to me(hopefully) Yay!
So i can get a laptop! yay

I have a guy that i kinda like or tolerate or use as my love slave...pretty much but he kinda makes me crazy and I kinda like him and I don't want to at all.....but i told him...


i have been smoking less and less of the MJ and not wanting liquor as much as a need, more as a celebretory thing.

My mother is okay i guess...now i don't live with her.
She wants me to come back. She makes no sense.

I moved and got a job on the opposite side of town...i need the money. I refuse to go back.

I have a nwe cell phone plan, unlimited everything, only 85 a month. I don't need to get a house phone......so that is great...

I absolutely miss tampa florida. I miss some friends,.....i miss charlii even though he is a douche bag. Lol.

I hope i passed my 2nd test about FiOS data services. I work for a company who works for VERIZON again. I am in troubleshooting though, not sales...thank GOD!

with my work and job life stable, all need to do is get my stuff from cincinnati and get my stuff from florida. Buy a new notebook and some more pens....get some art supplies.

I crave an artistic outlet besides cooking....it's good eating again too..lol.....


sex is my salvation sometimes....but also my curse..lol


I am moving my bed and shelf and tv and big george forman in this weekend. So i am happy. Also the rest of my 80 million pillows...and more sheets..yaya...

right now i sleep on a pull out and have sex on the pullout..hahaha how ironic becuase thats my birth control method too.....



i am eager to paint and i am happy i might actually have a valentine for valentine's day. and might actually be going on a date sometime next week...and next weekend..lol